Very Unusual Symptom (please need help, Im suffering)

[gxpark1234]

About 2 years ago, my right eye and left eye started to make cracking noises all the sudden while i was smoking marijuana and I thought "wow , i didnt know eyes could make this noise." Later on that day, I looked in the mirror and noticed my right eye got lifted upward and got bigger than my left eye.. And my left eye looked like it kinda got pulled down and smaller.. Im not really sure what happened but i feel very imbalanced and out of touch with myself... My life is totally gone.. I cant act or feel like myself anymore , i dunno why.. Since then Ive seen 4 opthamologists, 1 neuro-opthamologist with 2 mri's done, and all the doctors said they cant find anything wrong... Ive also quit marijuana 1 year ago, and noticed some improvement but i can still make my eyes crack if i tilt my head or turn my head.. I have a feeling this happened because I was smoking marijuana and thinking very very hard about something and i remember it very clearly..This has really destroyed my life and nobody is able to help.. any advice or path would be greatly appreciated.. P.S. Is this sanpaku eyes?.. Thank you ..

[Dorf]

Hi.

Sorry to hear about your misfortune. I don't know if I can help, and I don't want you to get offended, but could this possibly be dried eyes, or possibly all in your head? Like, maybe you had a bad trip on pot, and it stuck with you and your fear is coming from your sub-conscious, in which you have chosen to see the perspective of through. Some problems can be solved using the stregnth of the mind over matter. Hope that this information could give you some enlightenment in your time of puerile.

Bye.

[gxpark1234]

No, my right eye actually lifted up and got bigger.. my eyes also make cracking sounds.. its not all in my head, but stress could of caused this with the combination of marijuana.. please still need help

[Dorf]

Hi:0)

Wow. That sounds crazy. Really sorry to hear about that. It must look wierd eh? Like when you are looking in the mirror. Especially if a combination of drugs and stress did that to you. Then there must be a psychological thing to go with it?

Write back. Because: The more is can be discussed, the more chance there is in getting to a resolution. You know?

Bye.

[gxpark1234]

i dont know what else to say? can u ask me questions?

[Dorf]

So, okay....exactly, what was going on inside your head? You sound really pannicky about this. Is it like this:

0o <----- Like is that a good description of your Right and Left eye?

I remember when I used to get stoned, that happened to me. It is wierd, it is like getting the evil eye from the toughest person in the world. I also know of some people, like my ex, who's pupils even differd in size and did not change according to light exposure. You know? Like wow, it signified brain damage. Maybe nerve damage, around your eye?

Have you seen an optometrist. Could you contemplate what I mentioned to make any sense? Or no. How are you now?

[gxpark1234]

yes ive seen a optemtrist

[Dorf]

So is " 0o " an applicable visual description of how your eyes look?

Yes but the bigger on is lifted up and the smaller one is shifted down a little.. i feel so out of touch with myself, mentally,physically, and spiritually. =(

[Dorf]

Hello.

Man, I am sorry and I wish I could help you. Do take good care of yourself, and remember to love yourself, or do whatever it is that makes you feel good about yourself without drugs or anything. This will help you.

Peace.

Hello,
First of all, it seems obvious that you do not need any marijuana. If a symptom becomes worse when consuming something, one should stop consuming it. Also, your explaination of feeling out of touch with your body, etc. sounds very much like a marijuana side effect.
Quitting something like pot can be difficult. In your case it would benefit you to become more yang. However, in doing so, you might experience many shifts and discharges as a result of changing from yin to yang rapidly.
There is a great book called "the Power Behind Your Eyes" that discusses the metaphorical nature of eye issues.
I think you know more than you think you do about what is the cause of your problem and how you can go about correcting it.
Nathaniel
nathanielwhitmore@yahoo.com

[gxpark1234]

yang?? like which kind of foods?

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[gxpark1234]

yes i do, please message me on AIM- gpxkp