Very Unusual Symptom (please need help, Im suffering)

[gxpark1234]

About 2 years ago, my right eye and left eye started to make cracking noises all the sudden while i was smoking marijuana and I thought "wow , i didnt know eyes could make this noise." Later on that day, I looked in the mirror and noticed my right eye got lifted upward and got bigger than my left eye.. And my left eye looked like it kinda got pulled down and smaller.. Im not really sure what happened but i feel very imbalanced and out of touch with myself... My life is totally gone.. I cant act or feel like myself anymore , i dunno why.. Since then Ive seen 4 opthamologists, 1 neuro-opthamologist with 2 mri's done, and all the doctors said they cant find anything wrong... Ive also quit marijuana 1 year ago, and noticed some improvement but i can still make my eyes crack if i tilt my head or turn my head.. I have a feeling this happened because I was smoking marijuana and thinking very very hard about something and i remember it very clearly..This has really destroyed my life and nobody is able to help.. any advice or path would be greatly appreciated.. P.S. Is this sanpaku eyes?.. Thank you ..

[andybuildz]

Is it just "you" that hears the cracking noise or can anyone sitting close to you hear it as well?
I'm certqinly not opposed to someing the herb but rather more opposed to smoking in general. Anything in moderation...that is "in moderation for you"...for your makeup is fine. And only you know what that might be. You are your own best doctor for the most part.
What helped me a lot with different issues was going on the two week brown rice fast. It helped me to eliminate certain possibilites with areas I thought weren't helpful in my digestive life...lol. I only came to learn through the fast that it helped me with quite a bit more than "just" what I was eating.
You may possibly have the need to eliminate things from your life before you can add to it. Slowly add it it that is. Consciously add to it. Pay attention to your body as you make the transition. Be HONEST, don't BS yourself.
Stress is a huge factor in how our mind and body reacts to different pressures in life and therefore translates messages to us in different ways.
Balance comes in all forms. Not just in foods but that certainly is a huge tool to start with. Try meditation...its done wonders for me. I've been had it in my life over twenty years now and its one of my greatest defensives towards negitivity....try it....bet ya can't do it for a full ten minutes...LOL. That alone will speak to you. Sit and shut your brain down. Concentrate on "nothing but" your breath. See if you can do ten minutes of that.

Other people can hear the cracking also, it just feels like my eyes are broken

WOW...whats bizarre is that an optomologist doesn't know what it is...thats what you said, right? If I were you I'd try another.
Good luck...
Oh, and no, thats not what Sanpaku eyes are. Sanpaku is when you see the whites around three sides of the eye ball. Like when your eyeball slips up into your head and its been known to also have the whites on TOP of the eyeballs (and sides) as well.

[imike]

Maybe the drug is the cause... who know... as we have heard about the bad effect of taking drugs. It is good that you stop...

[gxpark1234]

Well, my right eye was sanpaku. because there was white under only the right eye