[Derek]

manymoons,

after reading your post several times, i finally feel full. its actually quite bizarre. I also now feel my extreme yin condition in every aspect, and want to change it. The thing that hit me the hardest of your post is the notion that there is something yang that i desire, but feel compelled to wash it away. Perhaps i'm afraid of something I would discover about myself if I allow myself to be more yang...so when I decide to take myself there, what will I find out? Maybe i'm on the brink of a self-discovery and part of me is afraid. If thats the case, I accept my own challenge, and will ease myself into a more yang-ized diet, and open my heart to whatever wants to come out.

I've truly been motivated by you, manymoons. I will transmute. I think i lost touch with myself somewhere, and i'm going to find myself again. I'll keep you updated, but if you have any last suggestions or comments, i'd love to hear them. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Derek