[Manymoons]

Derek

Consant bloating and gas are the result of eating too much, and with this food, is the equivilant of eating white sugar and drinking alcohol. So why bother? You simply may not be ready for #7 or this food in any form. You are using it to to go against yourself. The outcome is the same whether you intent to or not.

You are not able to control yourself, therefore I say you have no relation to the yang. This would be your basic need. This food can put yang into your body but if your relation to yang in spirit is out, you will not be able to sustain or contain it. This appears to be your situation. This food yangizes your body---you can not contain it and are compelled to expand by washing it away---and yourself in the process. You have put yourself on a yinnizing (disintegrating) spiral and used this food to do it. You are not ready!

This food can not give you what you do not have. It will substanciate and fortify what you do have like no other. If you are negative it will reinforce negative. If you are positive it will reinforce positive. It will not turn negative into positive. Only your spirit can do that. The responsiblility to transmute is completely on you. When you eat meat you need not transmute. The animal that you eat has already done it for you. This can over ride your own inherent balance and create the illusion that everthing is OK--for awhile at least. Sooner or later we are all forced to face our own truth.

When you eat the grains you must transmute for yourself. The #7 diet is the pinacle exercize to gauge and readjust yourself, with amplified responsiblity resting squarly on your own shoulders. I am certain that all who have done #7 know exactly the pressure that it can produce.

If at this time you can not find the spark inside yourself that will afford your own self control, it would be advisable to seak PROFESSIOAL MEDICAL HELP for your problem. There is no shame in facing one's own limitation. Shame would be in denying it! No one has all the yin/yang they need all the time. We have each other and can lend a helping hand when needed if apropriate. At this point you need more than this forum, and dare I say food, can provide. Find the humility and gratitude to go to your need!!!! The yin/yang is everywhere and for you to use from many sources.

My wife has an expression: "Maybe He (She, They) have not suffered enough yet!" You will find your need when you are open to it.

Manymoons