[Klara]

I stopped for a minute or two at the "danger" and thought, that's good in a twisted way. Good in that I understand very much your desire (and mine) to have things much clearer, and RIGHT NOW. I'm trying to pass on some info to friends, in that to me I see clearly what they need (my how arrogant!!!) yet they are not ready to take it in. Then it's more clear to me - one's condition is not yet ready - perhaps. My understanding, somewhat, if someone is very yang, or stubborn, or strong willed, or aggressive, alot of this info will not sink in until that person yinnizes a little and becomes more flexible, more open. The other way, someone goes with all the paths, listens to all the different kinds of "doctors" out there, one day does this, one day does that, that is very yin, and that person needs to focus more, to be yangized more. But of course the problem is we're neither one or the other, or rather we're some of this and some of that, nor do we stay the same all the time. Yes, the challenge of yin/yang is big!!!!

As for other people's experiences, there has been much written on the net (look at old forums, and also other sites, but be careful, it can be overwhelming!!!), there are some wonderful mb biographies out there published which you may find in libraries, used book stores or again look at the store in this forum, but what I think is the strongest way for someone new (or for everyone) is to have a wise person nearby who can see what you can't see, and help lead you. It still saddens me that money is such a big issue - wish there was a solution to that. Perhaps mb can one day be totally recognized in the official world, and then the insurances can cover - but that's a whole other difficulty, won't touch that now. These forums are truly a pleasure, but sadly limiting. We are still a big world, and still the best is sharing with others in person. See Curious, who you can find that lives close by. Check out the bulletin boards in your closest health food store, or post one yourself. If you start looking, you will find!!! Hopefully a very very wise and wonderful mb friend and teacher.

Klara