I now have a chance and I am so grateful. I received my written recommendations from the MacroHero David Briscoe, who was healed of schizophrenia many moons ago. It's 28 pages long and I am giving a novena of surrender in order to follow through. I hope to document here the miracles I expect will manifest.
This is not at all easy for me but I have a mission here to blog on my healing journey. I do expect miracles because I was giving a novena for divine direction and felt moved to ask David for the recommendations in writing.
I am so happy to have some more direction as to how to heal my bipolar illness. I don't tend to write when my mood state is not great. Right now I am at the tail end of a mania before it plunges into a depression. I've been told I could very well have adrenal exhaustion because of the many years of cycling in and out of manias where my entire being is supercharged with adrenaline coursing through my body.
I remember reading that Virginia Harper, who wrote a book on healing her Crohn's Disease, was asked by her macro-counselor to imagine a scene where she would be healed and to visualize that often. My vision for healing is to make these blogs into a book and to make come true what David Briscoe said: "I may be the first medically diagnosed schizophrenic who has recovered as a result of practicing macrobiotics. I won't be the last." Perhaps I could be among the first who are medically diagnosed with manic-depressive illness to recover from this malady. That is the miracle I am visualizing as a t'ai ch'i in perfect polarity instead of fractured in bipolarity of the extremes of yin and yang. I will keep repeating "I AM whole!" until I know it to be true, as my Guru El Morya encourages me from his published Pearls of Wisdom.
I know I am wholly grateful here and now and it is a wonderful feeling. May the cellular peace permeate the cosmos through the Order of the Universe restored, as evidenced in Kabbalahistic teaching of Jewish mystics. May I strive to be what I want to see manifest in the world: peace on Earth and goodwill toward all men (and women, too!)...
MacroThanks,
Caroline V. Ritter
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